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when i spoke about love and you laughed
Title: and the control you’ve got is spinning round and round his finger
Author: detourtoyou
Rating: R
Pairing: Frank/Gerard, onesided, forced Frank/Mikey
POV: 3rd
Summary: Mikey’s used to the days of living with just Gerard, but now that it’s Gerard, Mikey, and Frank, it seems too crowded everywhere. He wants to get along with Frank, if only for Gerard’s sake, but it’s hard, and his unresponsiveness only elicits Frank’s temper.
Warning: Physical abuse, hinted/implied dub-con. If any of these turn you off or are potentially triggering, please turn away.
Disclaimer: A pretty piece of fabrication of a reality that doesn’t exist and written from my lying head.
A/N: Written for a prompt on anon_lovefest. This is my first “official” MCR fic I've written which will mean it's probably not too great (writing isn't coming well for me lately :/), so any constructive criticism would be lovely and so very greatly appreciated :)



It’s supposed to be just the two of them, has always been just the two of them.Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: My Chemical Romance - Planetary (GO!)
 
 
when i spoke about love and you laughed
Title: On those lonely nights (we can be twice as lonely together)
Author: detourtoyou
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: 3rd
Summary: It felt marginally better now that Brendon had a name to put with him, like it wasn’t as immoral as it felt. Granted, it was still immoral and Brendon was pretty positive that he was going to go straight to Hell, but he liked that Ryan had a name.
Disclaimer: Fake, fake, fake. A pretty lie I created in my head.
A/N: My pledge for the album anticipation challenge at rydenrevival. Hope you guys enjoy, and congrats to Panic! on the release of Vices & Virtues!! :)



He wasn’t sure whether it would be considered proper etiquette, if there even was such at thing.Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: worriedworried
Current Music: My Chemical Romance - Sleep
 
 
when i spoke about love and you laughed
10 March 2011 @ 05:24 am
Title: The Truth Is Hard To Swallow [Thirty-One]
Author: detourtoyou
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairing: Jack/Alex
POV: 3rd
Summary: Of course the one time he decided to act his age, Alex would end up messing even that up. But in his defense, it was hard to act his age when he was faced with things so entirely beyond his age and maturity level, like a one-night decision that decided to follow him into the rest of his life.
Warning: Mpreg
Disclaimer: This is sadly false and a complete lie created by my mind. Title taken from Toxic Valentine by All Time Low.
Dedication: For an amazing person whom I love dearly with all my heart, Mike damnedifidoyah <3 I miss you so much, and look bb, I finally finished! So now it's your turn to come back, okay? :3
A/N: I just want to say thank you so much to everyone who's read, commented on, and supported me. I don't think I could've finished this without you guys, so thank you ♥ I really hope you enjoyed this as much as I did writing it (well, for the most part lolol), and even though this part is still really rough and I'm uncertain about it, here it is, six months later: the end \o/



“I guess we should probably dance at least once since it is prom.”Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Panic At The Disco - Northern Downpour
 
 
when i spoke about love and you laughed
25 February 2011 @ 03:57 am
Title: The Truth Is Hard To Swallow [Thirty]
Author: detourtoyou
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairing: Jack/Alex
POV: 3rd
Summary: Of course the one time he decided to act his age, Alex would end up messing even that up. But in his defense, it was hard to act his age when he was faced with things so entirely beyond his age and maturity level, like a one-night decision that decided to follow him into the rest of his life.
Warning: Mpreg
Disclaimer: This is sadly false and a complete lie created by my mind. Title taken from Toxic Valentine by All Time Low.
Dedication: For an amazing person whom I love dearly with all my heart, Mike damnedifidoyah <3
A/N: If it seems like it's moving too fast and rushed, it probably is and I'm sorry. I'm getting a little burned out to be honest haha. One more to go!



"I told them I'd stay with you. I hope you don't mind."Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: Fall Out Boy - I Don't Care
 
 
when i spoke about love and you laughed
20 February 2011 @ 06:00 pm
Title: The Truth Is Hard To Swallow [Twenty-Nine]
Author: detourtoyou
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairing: Jack/Alex
POV: 3rd
Summary: Of course the one time he decided to act his age, Alex would end up messing even that up. But in his defense, it was hard to act his age when he was faced with things so entirely beyond his age and maturity level, like a one-night decision that decided to follow him into the rest of his life.
Warning: Mpreg
Disclaimer: This is sadly false and a complete lie created by my mind. Title taken from Toxic Valentine by All Time Low.
Dedication: For an amazing person whom I love dearly with all my heart, Mike damnedifidoyah <3
A/N: This is as best as I could get with this chapter, so up it goes. On another note, just two more chapters left after this! (Unless I somehow come with with something else lol) I'm excited.



“Not wrong, just. Something I need to tell you.”Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: exanimateexanimate
Current Music: Fall Out Boy - America's Suitehearts
 
 
 
when i spoke about love and you laughed
17 February 2011 @ 02:25 am
Title: The Truth Is Hard To Swallow [Twenty-Eight]
Author: detourtoyou
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairing: Jack/Alex
POV: 3rd
Summary: Of course the one time he decided to act his age, Alex would end up messing even that up. But in his defense, it was hard to act his age when he was faced with things so entirely beyond his age and maturity level, like a one-night decision that decided to follow him into the rest of his life.
Warning: Mpreg
Disclaimer: This is sadly false and a complete lie created by my mind. Title taken from Toxic Valentine by All Time Low.
Dedication: For an amazing person whom I love dearly with all my heart, Mike damnedifidoyah <3
A/N: Back to semi-regular updating but shorter chapters unfortunately. Excuse the declining quality. Also, we're nearing the end guys!



“Not exactly, but I get the feeling that you won’t go to prom unless you go with Jack.”Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: My Chemical Romance - Bulletproof Heart
 
 
when i spoke about love and you laughed
14 February 2011 @ 06:24 pm
Title: Like The Card Says
Author: detourtoyou
Rating: PG
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: 3rd
Summary: Each year, Brendon asks Ryan to be his Valentine. A series of Valentine’s Days.
Disclaimer: Fake, fake, fake. A pretty lie I created in my head.
Beta: madewithstars
A/N: For my best friend, Amaris, whose boyfriend is going back home today and also got me the new Panic! CD (♥♥♥), and her boyfriend, Bao, who was the only guy who got me chocolates (LOLOL) as a thank you, and their pretty, annoying happy relationship. It's really cheesy and an attempt at cute and embarrassing for me. And even though I deprived myself of sleep to finish this and I fell asleep in all my classes, I love you, dah-link, and yes, Bao too, and know that I’ll always be your Valentine’s when you guys need me ♥



Like The Card SaysCollapse )
 
 
Current Mood: lovedloved
Current Music: Panic At The Disco - When The Day Met The Night
 
 
when i spoke about love and you laughed
12 February 2011 @ 07:46 pm
Title: The Truth Is Hard To Swallow [Twenty-Seven]
Author: detourtoyou
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairing: Jack/Alex
POV: 3rd
Summary: Of course the one time he decided to act his age, Alex would end up messing even that up. But in his defense, it was hard to act his age when he was faced with things so entirely beyond his age and maturity level, like a one-night decision that decided to follow him into the rest of his life.
Warning: Mpreg
Disclaimer: This is sadly false and a complete lie created by my mind. Title taken from Toxic Valentine by All Time Low.
Dedication: For an amazing person whom I love dearly with all my heart, Mike damnedifidoyah <3
A/N: Hi. I'm back. I know, two updates in one day? Insanity, but the chapter's a little underdone so that accounts for how. But I'm trying to finish off this story before I lose inspiration/time. Oh, and a small gift for Valentine's day so: Happy Early Valentine's Day! ♥



“I thought you hated me.”Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: Cobra Starship - Hot Mess
 
 
when i spoke about love and you laughed
12 February 2011 @ 04:13 am
Title: The Truth Is Hard To Swallow [Twenty-Six]
Author: detourtoyou
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairing: Jack/Alex
POV: 3rd
Summary: Of course the one time he decided to act his age, Alex would end up messing even that up. But in his defense, it was hard to act his age when he was faced with things so entirely beyond his age and maturity level, like a one-night decision that decided to follow him into the rest of his life.
Warning: Mpreg
Disclaimer: This is sadly false and a complete lie created by my mind. Title taken from Toxic Valentine by All Time Low.
Dedication: For an amazing person whom I love dearly with all my heart, Mike damnedifidoyah <3
A/N: So, how many of you want to kick me for taking so long to update? Special thanks to -ellielinton and alexanderfagskarth from tumblr (both whose lj name I don't know) and an anon for reminding me that this story still exists and is unfinished <3



"You're beautiful, sweetie."Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: Panic! At The Disco - The Ballad Of Mona Lisa
 
 
when i spoke about love and you laughed
11 February 2011 @ 06:05 pm
Title: With Too Much Love In These Hearts
Author:  detourtoyou 
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Jon/Spencer
POV: 3rd
Summary: Jon and Spencer are trying to adopt but with no luck. They put their hopes with pregnant couples and teenagers who are willing to let them adopt their baby, but with every potential adoption going wrong, it puts a strain on their hearts.
Disclaimer: Fake, fake, fake. A pretty lie I created in my head.
Beta: madewithstars 
A/N: Written for a prompt on anon_lovefest . It got a bit skewed from the original prompt through, so um, sorry about that. It's a little rough, but there is just never enough Jon/Spencer. With kids. And angst.



With Too Much Love In These HeartsCollapse )
 
 
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay (I Promise)